New Beginnings!
What a week I have had let me tell you.
Mayhem with the job offer being a flop! But in true champ style I kept my cool and focused on the end goal. Now I have been offered an even better job and to top it off get a brand new Golf as a company car…can’t be bad!
My MD said to me yesterday ‘I had a dream about you again.’ (OK…worrying) My reply ‘must be your anxiety about me leaving.’ ‘No, I had a dream that you didn’t have a job to go to.’ WHAT?! How on earth would he know that, or even think it!! Weird… But I assured him I did have a job to go to and as long as that spanner was at the company *ridiculous excuse of a Head of New Business* I will not be staying at this company. So even though I was actually jobless, I kept on with my poker face and landed myself a job the next day! Andddddd REST. All this a week before I am due to go on holiday is not what anybody needs.
But enough about work, that is all done and dusted.
So, back to the Man of Law. You would think that maybe, just maybe, they might be a tad more mature and have a bit more respect for women than the majority of all the other arseholes. But no, in true gentlemen style, they are just as much a tosser as the next man (Obviously I know this is a generalisation boys, so don’t get your boxes in a twist).
Men just baffle me. Nothing you do works in your favour.
Donkey Dick – You know the slightly arrogant type but lots of humour, and let’s face it, we are all suckers for a funny guy! The kind of guy that makes you feel comfortable and even though you know he’s not the one you want to settle down with, you have a feeling he could be the one to have a bit of harmless fun with along the way. I’ve not long come out of a relationship, I don’t want anything serious, and even if I did I certainly haven’t got time for it. So I decide to think like a man. What would a man do in this situation? Because we are all human with animalistic needs after all, aren’t we??
So I gave him a proposition. ‘Listen here Mr, I’m not looking for anything serious but I do have needs that need to be met. How about me and you meet up once or twice a week and have a bit of casual fun?’ Obviously you need to lay down the rules before you enter into this. Maybe I’ve been reading too many types of Fifty Shades of Grey. RULES
- If you sleep with anyone else unprotected you must tell me before we sleep together again.
- If you meet someone you want to start seeing, great! Just tell me and we can be friends.
- Don’t make plans with me then cancel.
- Finally, do NOT be selfish in the bedroom because I will start WW3.
Surely this would be every guys dream?? But no, you have fun for a week. He disappears off the face of the earth.
Eight weeks later you hear he is back with his Ex but not heard a dicky bird from him! OMG did he not understand the rules!!! Rule 2 dickhead!!! Geeez. If you had just been honest with me it’s not a problem. But don’t ignore me then text me month’s later when you’re drunk and clearly had an argument with your girlfriend. That’s just tacky and really unattractive. And the audacity to think he would be able to sleep with me again after that is an insult.
Now back to the Man of Law. He found me on Facebook. I get a FB request. Check out his profile before accepting. Standard. Looking through his pictures I think yeah he’s ok. Not sure if he’s my type. Then once I accepted he messages me straight away. You know the usual ‘Sorry for the random add.’ Well that’s all well and good but hey ‘why did you add me.’ And so the story goes on.
As we continued messaging very frequently throughout the next few days and I thought, this guy actually seems nice. I may as well meet him because you can’t really form an opinion of someone until you do.
Then I do the classic me. Yes I’ve done the drunken thing. I’m round my work mates having drinks with the girls. Drunk text mode takes over (always dangerous!) ‘Hey you, come over my friend’s house after work.’ He is so keen to meet me he even says his phone battery is running out so he goes to the shop and buys a car charger. You could look at that as ‘sweet’ or a bit ‘keen.’ Meh…I was pissed and didn’t care.
I fall asleep. ‘Fran, wake up and get your lippy on!’ My work friends are shaking and shouting at me. ‘No you go get him and I’ll have a few more minutes snooze.’ Tutting they walk off to collect the man waiting for me.
He arrives. Nice, he is much better looking in life, and tall. His photos do him no justice.
We both sat outside on the balcony. Had the standard speech from the pissed up work colleagues about his intentions…cringe! Haha but you gotta love those chats! Then we sit on the hammock on the balcony and just talk for hours and share a cheeky little kiss. Now are you meant to kiss on the first date? Probably not. But I was pissed up and that hardly counted as a date!
Next two days messages continue to flow regularly. Meet on the Saturday. Go for a lovely lunch. Then decide we have to see each other that evening. Even made him call into work sick. Oh I am a bad influence. Have an AMZING night together and well…let’s just leave that part there…
Messages slow slightly. Still an OK pace. Go for dinner on the Wednesday evening. Have lots of fun and giggles. Plan to see each other again the following Saturday evening and then…you guessed it. It all went downhill from there. The messages near enough stopped. Speak to him on the phone. He says ‘You don’t need to worry about me, I’m not a needy guy.’ CLEARLY MATE! You’re just someone who hunts down women as conquests.
He cancels Saturday night at 5pm. Shocker! He did have a good reason but no mention of rescheduling. So I put it to him ‘Look we are both clearly busy with work and other things at the minute so why don’t we leave it until I comeback from Cambodia and catch up then.’ I’m not being needy, pushy, or psychotic. In fact, I think I’m being pretty fucking cool about the situation. His reply ‘Well obviously I want to see you when you come back from Cambodia. Shall we also grab dinner one night this week before I start work?’ So there I am thinking ok that’s fair enough. ‘OK, well Wednesday is the only night I’m free.’ No reply.
Four days later and still no contact.
It’s Wednesday.
Ok, I’m thinking this guy is actually a grade A tool. Luckily I was having a hectic week so didn’t give it much thought but when I did I thought right, I’m texting the little shit bag ‘Are you dead or seriously injured??’ In my mind he fucking wants to be for just ignoring me like that. Him ‘oh sorry I’m just so knackered from work.’ Blah blah fucking blah. I work two shitting jobs and do night sits. Don’t moan to me about being tired! He needs to MAN UP. Moaning men are seriously unattractive!
He didn’t mention anything about us meeting up. So do you know what, I thought fuck this. You’re not even that good looking or funny. In fact he has the personality of a sedated ape. So what every girl should do in this situation. DO NOT let them know they have annoyed you in any way and save your self-respect but deleting him out of your phone completely! And that is the end of that.
I mean for fuck sake, seriously?! You try to have a casual relationship with someone. Doesn’t work. You take everyone else’s advice about how it’s ‘not all about looks’ and more about ‘personality.’ Yep, that’s all a load of crap as well. As far as I am concerned whether men are fat, thin, hench, ugly, handsome, cute… they all turn out the same. They are weak people who don’t even have the balls to be straight up and honest with you. If you’re not interested then you’re not interested, fair enough! I’m sure I won’t lose any sleep over it. But don’t just fucking ignore me and fob me off with shit excuses. This is exactly why I am single and staying single forever!!! Well, at least until the next tosser crosses my path.
Will I ever find a decent man? Who knows. But right now I honestly couldn’t give a fuck and just want to excel in my career and fill my wardrobe with designer shoes. Don’t care if that’s shallow. It’s my life and I’ll do whatever makes me happy.
THANK GOD I have the world’s coolest friends. I can’t wait to tell you about them individually. (Now don’t be scared my little cherubs!)
Oh and I must tell you about my weird experience in Ibiza and all the weird stories I was told. Here is a taster of one of fave stories and still to this day me and my friends, and even friends that weren’t even there still say it and piss their pants.
Imagine this. A ginger Irish man having sex with a girl. Him ‘Do you like that? Do you like that?’ *Irish accent* Crazy eyes staring at her. Girl – looks sheepish whilst in the moment thinking what the fuck is going on. Her reply ‘errrrr yeah…??’ Him ‘schhmmoookkkinnnggggg!!!’ HAHAHAAHAHA still makes me cry now. Poor girl. Only in Ibiza!